Thursday, June 27

Summer is Here!!! The Season of Sunshine and Short Skirts... WHAAAT!?!?!

"Here comes the sun!!!"

Summer is here, time to dig out the shorts and Birkenstocks!!! While it is nice to be able to kick back and enjoy the beautiful warm weather (or you can struggle with the hammock like Caleb), I often warn the my fellow brothers that this is also the season of short skirts and short shorts - worn by girls, but being in Toronto I'm not surprised if I see it worn by guys, too. 

And like clockwork, during this season every year someone from my congregation will come up to me and ask if I can address the issue with the length of the skirts or shorts at church. Yes, the whole discussion of "Do not cause your brother to stumble" arises:
"But take care that this right of yours does not somehow become a stumbling block to the weak."
~1 Cor 8:9
But this responsibility should not rest solely on our sisters. I could say to all the sisters, DO NOT wear such and such to church. i.e. 1 Tim 2:9-10
I also want the women to dress modestly, with decency and propriety, adorning themselves, not with elaborate hairstyles or gold or pearls or expensive clothes, but with good deeds, appropriate for women who profess to worship God.
However, the context of the above verses speaks more about stewardship than actually about "modesty" in term of how short is short. It deals more with for example, spending beyond your means just to have the latest Canada Goose jacket or LV purse. Rather Paul reminds us to be good steward of our resources to further God's kingdom. This applies to men, too.

Back to the short shorts, if I only called out all the sisters, am I any different Muslims demanding their sisters to wear hijab? Also if our church were to be welcoming to everyone, why are we judging those at church by what they wear. Jesus had set an example for us when he welcomed prostitutes and tax collectors. Men, can we learn to look pass what someone is wearing and see that each sister is not just an object of your desire but as someone who is a beautiful creation of God - someone who God created for a purpose. When we begin to look at someone who is wonderfully and fearfully created for God's purpose, we will not cease to see and treat another human being as an object. 

Some may say to me, "Pastor Joel, it is easy for you to say because you are married." No, it is NOT easier after marriage, because of it is there will be no affairs and broken marriages.

All in all, both brothers and sisters have our lessons to learn. Brothers, stand up for the daughters of God, defend them and treat them with respect. Sisters, until we brothers are righteous men of God, show us some grace and help us, in this case by the way your dress, and encourage us to become godly men.

Wednesday, June 26

Black Sludge

As I am enjoying my morning coffee in the office, I cannot help but stare at the bottom the my cup and wonder: "How can this black sludge be so delicious and energizing?" On the bottom of the french press is a mass of wet, black gunk that I'll eventually toss into the garden. But out of this black mess out comes a cup of goodness I crave for almost every morning. (I still refuse to admit that I am addicted to coffee because I can do without it but it is nice to have a cup to get my day started while I settle into work).

Out of crap comes goodness and purpose. Same with our lives, out of our failures, brokenness and weaknesses comes a God's masterpiece. Because the master artist is also a God who redeems.

However, I'll probably need a better illustration than a french press. We should not to push these brokenness, failures and weaknesses to the bottom. We need to dig them up so that healing can begin. Yes, we need to scoop them out and toss them into the garden so that new life can be sprung.

Tuesday, June 25

Elohim, Jehovah-Bara & Jehovah-Go'el

אלוהים
יהוה-ברא

Elohim is the Hebrew word for God that appears in the very first sentence of the Bible. When we pray to Elohim, we remember that he is the one who began it all, creating the heavens and the earth and separating light from darkness, water from dry land, night from day.

Jehovah-Bara, the Lord the creator.

Being on the bike I am constantly reminded of Jehovah-Bara. The pleasant scent of lilac and I ride through neighbourhoods in spring. Constantly checking the weather forecast to see if I can take the bike out. Also my love of the outdoors reminds of the creating God. Even when I proposed to Jenny I wanted all of creation to witness it.

But the one thing God is speaking into my life is that I am always forgetting one creation.
For you created my inmost being;
     you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
     your works are wonderful,
     I know that full well.
~Psalms 139:13,14
I am God's creation, and there's purpose in this creation. That is why we need to pay attention on how he is creating you. Why am I Chinese? Why am I Canadian? Why am I a husband? Why am I a man? Why am I a brother? Why am I an introvert?

Yes, there are areas in my life I'd like to change: my habits and my tendencies, my weakness and my thoughts. But if I understands that God is creating me exactly into his purpose, then nothing is by accident. All my weaknesses, brokenness and painful experiences are by his design. And the Lord will redeem all of that for his glory.

Jehovah-Go'el
Lord my Redeemer

Wednesday, June 19

John 10:10 Comes Alive


I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.
John 10:10
Today is one of those days I do not regret leaving my old engineering and financial careers. Thank God for renew energy and purpose in my ministry. As I am now closely working with 3 brothers who just made a commitment to full-time ministry, may this be a encouragement that you need in your future ministry. There will be highs, and there will be lows. But I would not trade it for anything else in the world.

Thank you God for making me feel alive.

After spending the morning of quiet time at Connecting Centre, I had a wonderful conversation with Pastor Lokkei talking shop and planning for his upcoming Summer retreat. Then off to Tyndale to drop off some paperwork and to check on the UC application status of a student. For interlude, a gorgeous bike ride through Bayview and Rosedale Valley to witness God's creation in the city. Afterward, off to UofT and had a amazing lunch with Bum talking about his upcoming trip to Guatemala. Picked up cross-Canada train ticket for the Vancouver trip in September with Jenny to witness even more of God's creation. Topping off the evening with some pickup soccer action thanks to ETo. 

All life giving, divine appointments.

God is good. All the time.

Tuesday, June 18

Cutting Onions

Discipleship, mentorship and life transformation is like cutting onions.
As we peel back and cut into the layers of our life, there will be tears. In order to fully experience life transformation, it is necessary to cut deep into life. Without these tears, how can we make delicious onion rings?

Monday, June 17

Always Sunny Above the Clouds

Excerpt from my journal on May 24, 2013, on route to Panama:
I've realized one of my favorite place in the world is sitting in the window seat on the plane reading & reflecting. Awaiting with great expectations of what adventure God will lead me to when I step off the plane. Also because the scene outside the window is always sunny as the plane soar above the clouds.
It is always sunny above clouds. This is an imagine that has been speaking to me since I got back from Panama.

How little did I know this simple thought would lead me on a journey to better see God's purpose for me. How little did I know the simple thought would encourage me to open up to my struggles in my recent sharing and preaching. How little did I know this simple thought, or the fact that God challenged me not to return to my comfortable and favorite place, would begin to shape my ministry in a way that I could not have imagined before.

Something new.

"Jesus, You're the one who saves us
Constantly creates us into something new
Jesus, surely you will finds us
Surely our Messiah will make all things new
Will make all things new"
~'Dry Bones' by The Michael Gungor Band
Yesterday over lunch Jenny and I had a wonderful conversation on ministry ideas and direction. For the first time, since Vance told Jenny and I over coffee a message from the Lord that He is starting something new in us, I caught a glimpse of God's greater plan in my life.

It was the same message when God picked me up from the mirky pit of 2003 and set me off on the journey I am on right now:

"Joel, you are an pioneer... come back and we will start something new together." Actually, those were the word of Rev. Lau but I also believe it was God speaking directly into my soul.
I waited patiently for the Lord;
    he turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
    out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
    and gave me a firm place to stand.
He put a new song in my mouth,
    a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear the Lord
    and put their trust in him.
~Psalms 40:1-3
Lord, may your will be done in my life on earth, as it is in heaven. May your body, your church, be unified in Toronto so that Your glory may be seen in the GTA and may there will be a revival that will sweep across this city, to our nations, to the ends of the earth.

Sunday, June 16

"Made My Day" Moments

Thank you, Father, for the awesome week filled with what I now call "Made My Day" moments. These are moments during the day where I witness God's grace and glory that made me excited about the day. In my church, we call these God Moments, but to me these are the best of the best God Moments of the day.

Thursday: A youth prayed over Jenny and I.
Friday: A girl shared about her recent mission trip, she was encouraged to go on this trip after we prayed together at Urbana.
Saturday: Another youth prayed for my ministry.
Sunday: A brother shared with me God's calling for him.

Wednesday, June 12

Community and Healing

Community is indispensable for our healing. We are strengthened as we give others authority to enter and speak into our lives.
"God has willed that we should seek and find His living Word in the witness of a brother, in the mouth of man. Therefore the Christian needs another Christian who speaks God's Word to him. He needs him again and again when he becomes uncertain and discouraged, for by himself he cannot help himself without belying the truth."
- Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Life Together
In life, there will always be suffering. Do not suffer alone.

I had to learn this while I was walking through the dark valley in my life throughout the past year - when I was doubting God's ministry for me as a pastor, when I was face to face with pastoral depression, when I was dealing with stress related medical issues, and when I was constantly questioning whether life is worth living.

It was very tempting to spend time alone to internalize all these feelings and pain. But when I thought I was on a journey to understanding myself more, it was feeding more into the depression that I face. The doubt deepened, and the world got darker.

I needed help: Help from my peers, help from my family, professional help. What they did was to speak into my life. That I am broken, and that's okay because it means I have room to grow. That I am weak, and that's okay because it means I need God to carry me. Past wounds began to surface, and healing began to take place. Community is indispensable for our healing.

Tuesday, June 11

3rd Time's the Charm

It took me forever to put this on paper. I started writing this last November, and while on the plane home from Panama wanted to summarize the work God was doing in my life, and I just could not wrap up my thoughts. I find myself hiding in my usual shell - being a pastor caring for the wellbeing of others - rather than digging deeper through my emotions and fears. As a result, I finished my pervious post before this one. But as Rev Lau reassured me again and again over the past few months, I am making an effort in the self-discovery process.

A process that took me through the 3 fundamental questions in my life: 1) Why am I a pastor? 2) Why am I a husband? 3) Why am I a child of God?

The three things I outright state in the heading of my twitter account.

This process began when God spoke to Jenny and I last year through 3 separate individuals: "God is starting something completely new in you."

"What do you mean, God?" So last November I left on my own to Joshua Tree to spend 5 days on my own in the desert to ask God one simple question, "If you are telling me that you are starting something new in me, God, are you telling me to leave Logos?"


For 5 days, I questioned God's plan for me.
For 5 days, I wrestled with my own feelings.
"Above the noise of selfish strife.
We hear Thy voice, O Son of Man."
- A.W. Tozer
For 5 days, the stars ran its course above me head.
For 5 days, the winds battered my shelter.
For 5 days, the desert sun scored my head.
"Now, therefore, I pray thee, if I have found grace on thy sight, show me now they way, that I may know thee, that I may find grace in thy sight... I beseech thee, show me thy glory."
-Moses
For 5 days, God showed me His glory.

And at the end of the 5 days, I got my clear answer:
"No, Joel, I do not want you to leave Logos. But I am starting something new in you and Jenny."
"What, Lord? What are you starting in me?"
No answer.

I spent the last 6 months asking for an answer. "What's the new thing, Lord?" "How can I start or prepare for this new thing if I don't know what it is?"

Somehow I knew those are stupid questions to press the Lord for, I knew I have to learn patience. Just like in my absolute favorite chapters in the Bible - Job 38-41 (and yes, Job 40:15 IS my favorite verse), in response to Job's why questions, God basically said look at the majesty of all creation... Job, your problems are no big deal. In the desert, God showed me His glory in the sun, in the wind, and even in the rain. How can I still doubt God's plan for me?

Fast forward to February I was putting the Panama English Camp team together. This will be my 3rd time leading a team down to Panama. And to be honest the first time I had no idea what I was doing, and the second time I had a merciful God who put a brother on the team to smack me around when I need a wake up call. This being the third time around I wanted to do things right - to prepare the team probably and walk them through their experience. Also I always wanted to expend our team to include our sister churches in the Logos Joint Mission. But lastly, I have to admit, I was looking for an exit plan. I thought the "something new" God working in me involved focusing on leadership development in Toronto and Panama, I recruited Johnny onto the team in case God eventually pulls me out of the English Camp Ministry.

Leading a team to English Camp has always been a bipolar experience for me. On one hand, being a missionary there is an understanding that I'll be squeezed dry by the locals. In my opinion there is nothing wrong with that because I cherish the opportunity to be occasionally pushed to the limit, this is where one fully realize God takes over the driver's seat. On the other hand, my pastoral care side takes over and I shield my team from any additional burdens. As a result, I have developed an ministry with the cantonese speaking fellowship while the rest of my team develops a better relationship with the actual youth leadership at the English Camp. This made me feel torn because it is as though I was not leading the team at all.

So approaching this trip, I actually dreaded the weekend after the English Camp where I was schedule to share on Saturday evening and on Sunday afternoon. It is not that I did not enjoy these ministries, I just didn't enjoy being pulled away from my team.

So came the English Camp. It was like the previous English Camps where I became less and God became more. To accomplish His work God provided the perfect assistance in Annie and the perfect local assistances in KiKe and Ruben. I've could not have asked for more. The team came together, it was a long tiring week, and God is good. (Sorry, I may provide a more in depth camp reflection in the future) The only thing that was really out of the ordinary was how God lead me to share my testimony of suffering and broken relationship during my sermon. And because of that I had the opportunity to talk to two campers in regards to relationships.

Saturday was sightseeing day, but it was bittersweet for me because I knew I had to leave early to speak at the fellowship. I was heartbroken when I walked away from the rest of the STM on my own. I know it was not fair to the fellowship I was about to serve, so I just dragged my feet along in obedience towards my ride to the church. In the car I asked what was the biggest need in the fellowship, and the brother said relationship advise. So in the car ride to the church, I scrapped my original talk and decided to talk about relationships - using my own relationship as an example.

The one thing I forgot to mention is the day I departed for Panama was my 5th year wedding anniversary. I think I was a little bitter I missed the big day with Jenny to the point it showed I my attitude at time. Praise God I was able to leverage that during my relationship talk and it enable me to candidly talk about my relationship with Jenny and openly share some of our struggles. After fellowship, I realized I would not trade my time with those youths for anything else in the world. In that evening, God allow me to see how the youths look up to Jenny and I as role model in their relationships. Even though they have not actually met Jenny, the opportunities God gave me to share the love story He written in our lives was able to encourage the youths.

This was new.

Also through this trip I was able to witness churches working together; not just in Panama and STM across the North America, but also in Toronto how our sister Logos churches serves together. One passion God placed in my heart is to see revival in Toronto through the corporation of the churches in the GTA. This trip might be the beginning of how God is really bringing the Logos churches back together through Logos Joint Mission.

This was new.

And lastly, through the wonderful brothers and sisters on this trip God had again reaffirmed my calling as a pastor - more specifically a pastor at Logos. I don't know what plans God might have for me in the future, but I know it is something new right here.

Thank you, God, for continuing to speak to me through this Panama trip.

Monday, June 10

Mission Re-entry

Over the few I've been following the adventures of Col. Chris Hadfield as he commanded the ISS as part of Expedition 35. Col. Hadfield made astronauts cool again with his multi-media updates, photos from space and live interviews (also an awesome cover of "Space Oddity" as well as an original song from space).


Through his work we caught a glimpse of life in space, of being away from friends and family on a mission. And since Col. Hadfield has been back on earth we continue to see his readjustments back to life on earth


With all of this in mind I led for my 3rd time a Logos team to Panama English Camp from May 24 - June 5. Like being on a mission on the ISS, a mission trip is like a trip to outer space. A week floating above the clouds, traveling on God's wings at a thousand miles per second, sustained in a tin can by the grace of God; the team had the honour and privilege of witnessing God's mighty work - we were literally on a Spiritual high. How can you not when you are part of God's mighty work?

As a clarification, I do not have anything against the notion of "Spiritual High". It is a taste of haven, a glimpse of what to come. Just like the most difficult part of Col. Hadfield's mission is the re-adjustment back to earth, similarly the mission team will have to learn to land safely after the trip.

A reentry landing is a violant and traumatic experience, for both astronauts and missionaries. It seem like we have come crashing back into earth, our limbs weak from the weightlessness of being sustained by God's grace, longing to fly again with the Lord. We have soared with the Lord and tasted victory, but now once again we are earthbound - in our routine, temptations, and broken relationships.

God had given us a wonderful experience on the mission trip, how do we start the next leg of our journey back home? 

Another passion of mine is mountain climbing. I love following the adventures of Conrad Anker, Jimmy Chin and Gerlinde Kaltenbrunner. The top tourist attraction in Nepal is climbing Mt. Everest. (The revenue made from Everest climbing permits accounts for 3% of Nepal's GDP). However 1 of 8 climbers attempting Everest dies. But imagine the experience of standing on top of Everest - the top of the world. I can imagine being on a Spiritual high have a similar feeling. The most dangerous part of climbing is not the ascent, it is the descent - it is after you've reach the top and now you have to come back down.

We have to be extra careful coming off of a high place, whether be returning from space, descending from the mountain top experience, or returning from a mission trip. And in life, if you’re not ready for the inevitable lows, spiritually and emotionally, you’re going to be in trouble. 

How do we deal with this? 

"2 I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked people, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. 3 You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. 4 Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken the love you had at first. 5 Consider how far you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place."
- Rev 2:2-5 
The brothers and sisters certainly did great things for the Lord, and I'm sure they were on a Spiritual High. But a stark warning from Jesus is that we are not to forget our FIRST LOVE. Being married for five years I am beginning to learn a thing or two about "my first love". Being devoted to my wife, my love, takes commitment and sacrifice. When my "first love" is Lord Jesus, it also require of my commitment and sacrifice. It requires me to die to Christ daily, allowing Him to use my past experiences to shape me for His purpose, and rely on Him alone. 

Today is a beginning of your mission trip. Yes, we will miss our teammates, we will miss the youths we worked with. But how are you letting your "first love" use you today? Are you still pursuing your "first love" even when you are earthbound? Are you offering your best to your "first love"? Take good care of your bodies, through rest and time alone with God, so that you are fit for His work in you and through you today.


Friday, March 23

Christians Never Say Goodbye

Coming back from Costa Rica, the last two days were full of farewells; parting ways with new friends from Costa Rica and from all over Canada (knowing well for some of these new friends we may not see again here on Earth); also yesterday we said farewell to grandma Mak at her funeral.

However, I was encouraged by this:
Sheldon Vanauken was a student of the English professor and Christian apologist C. S. Lewis in the early 1950s. He recounts in his book A Severe Mercy the story of his last meeting with his mentor when Vanauken was leaving Oxford for the United States. Over one final lunch together at a pub, they had spent time wondering aloud about the nature of life after death. When they had finished eating, they stood outside of the pub, talked for a few more minutes, and just before parting ways, Lewis said to Vanauken, "I shan't say goodbye. We'll meet again." The great apologist then plunged into the traffic to cross the street while Vanuaken watched his friend walk away. When Lewis got to the other side of the street, he turned around, anticipating that his friend would still be standing there. With a grin on his face, Lewis shouted over the great roar of cars, "Besides—Christians never say goodbye."
We have hope in this: there's no goodbyes with Christians, there's only "we'll meet again".

Sunday, March 18

What is Joy?

"So, pastor Joel, what did you do on your missions trip so far?"

Well, last night, we were in a mineral hot spring at the volcano. Having a blast going down water slides, relaxing in the hot spring. Happy people all around us.

But all this happiness of people on vacation is nothing compared to the joy we experienced in one of the poorest area.

Seeing the children at the discipleship classes, watching 14 year old girl lead a group of 20 kids in knowing Jesus more, playing games with the children, face painting... And at the end thanking us endlessly for the work we do back home and blessing us with prayers in return. Pure joy.

Poverty is not lack of materialistic things. It is a lack of relationship. And witnessing how the Gospel gave these children a relationship with the Lord, and seeing the joy in there eyes, we are more poverish in Canada.

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Tuesday, January 17

Blessing the Next Generation...

... through the words of the Doctor:
An eye for an eye. It's never the way. Now you show your son how wrong you were. How there's another way. You make him the best of humanity.
The Doctor; Doctor Who(2005), Season 5, Episode 9 (Cold Blood)
 

Monday, January 2

A Christian Response to the 2012 Mayan Calendar Prediction


Since we just welcomed 2012 and there are many talks about the end of the Mayan calendar, I thought I would share my research paper from 3 years ago on this topic so you can be better informed.


A Christian Response to the 2012 Mayan Calendar Prediction
by Joel Tang, 2009

Introduction

At the conclusion of my History of Christianity course, Dr. Ron Kydd stated that we are living in an era of unprecedented change[1].  As a visual highlighting the change we are experiencing, Karl Fisch, a high school administrator at Arapahoe High School in Littleton, Colorado, pulled together a PowerPoint with “some interesting ideas” for teachers at his school.  (His work can be seen at the following link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpEnFwiqdx8)  Before the blink of an eye, the whole world speeds by. 
When I was in engineering school, I learned of Moor’s Law:  Since the invention of the integrated circuit in 1958, the number of transistors that can be placed inexpensively on an integrated circuit has increased exponentially, doubling approximately every two years.  In layman’s terms, Moore’s Law predicts the speed of computer will double every two years.  That means this 4 years old laptop I am composing this essay on, is 4 times lower than the typical laptop computer available today.  The world is changing at a tremendous pace, and it will continue to change exponentially.
It a era of unprecedented change such as this also comes an era of uncertainties – the economic recession had been the major headline of 2009 so far.  Other uncertainties include the war in Iran and Afghanistan, global warming, the danger of a global pandemic, the nuclear development in North Korea, India and Pakistan, etc.  During these times of uncertainties it is natural that there will be doomsday and apocalyptic predictions.  We have all seen the “doomsday” predictions that inevitably surround national or international crises or notable events.  The millennial-bug scare of 2000, which gave good fodder for many end-of-the-world fans, is only one example.  We have also heard and studied of the doomsday cults in our class, such as Jim Jones, David Koresh or the Heaven’s Gate community.  The hot topic in regards to doomsday prediction seems to be 2012, the year of Mayan prophecy.  In this paper we will look at what 2012 is all about and how we should respond as Christians.

The Mayan Civilization

Before we look at the origins and source of the 2012 prediction, let us look at the Mayan civilization and their calendar system.
The Maya civilization is a Mesoamerican civilization, noted for the only known fully developed written language of the pre-Columbian Americas, as well as its art, architecture, and mathematical and astronomical systems.  Initially established during the Pre-classic period, many of these reached their apogee of development during the Classic period (c. 250 CE to 900 CE), and continued throughout the Post classic period until the arrival of the Spanish. At its peak, it was one of the most densely populated and culturally dynamic societies in the world. [2]
The Mayans saw humans as an integral part of an interactive, living galaxy.  In Mayan-view, you have many connections to the universe through your own body.  Areas of your body relate to areas of the galaxy, and at the time of your birth these connections are solidified.  The relationship between the galaxy and your body is reflected in the Maya numbering system and the calendars.  The worldview was fertile ground for the development of hieroglyphic writings, mathematics, advance architecture, and the formulation of prophecy.  The accuracy of their prophecies allowed them to prepare for disasters such as the coming of the Spanish; to protect themselves and their holy records; and to plan for a future time when once again their knowledge would rise. 
From this Mesoamerican civilization and its astronomical systems arose a calendar with predictions that would become a topic of end time events for the 21st century.  The labyrinth toward 2012 begins with the Mayan timekeeping system.  The system is based on more than one calendar.  The calendars measure interlocking, multidimensional cycles.  The abbreviated list of what some of the calendars measure and how long their cycles are is:[3]
·      Agricultural cycles: Two calendars relate directly to agriculture; one was 130 days long and measured growing cycles of corn, the other was 180 days and measured insect cycles.  Some insects are needed for fertilization, others are damaging to crops.  Knowing the cycles was essential information. 
·      Human gestation of 260 days: Also related to the Venus cycle.  It describes the connection between astronomical events and the human body.  This calendar is called the Tzolk’in.  It is a very sacred calendar at the heart of the system.
·      The solar year of 365 days: This is the Haab cycle.
·      Prophetic calendars: These are secret calendars in used by at least ten Mayan tribes today.  These are five strictly prophetic calendars plus the Long Count, which has prophetic application.
·      The moon cycle of 29.5 days: Measures the length of time it takes the moon to go through a complete phase from new moon to new moon.
·      The galactic cycles of 26,000 years: Measures the precession of the equinox.
·      The 13-baktun cycle (5,125 years) of the Long Count: Measures the changing of the “sun” in the precession.  The Long Count is where the date 2012 comes from.
·      Spiritual cycles: Measures cycles of energy released to the planet.  They vary in length.
This remarkable calendar of the Ancient Mayans predicts that an event of major proportions will take place on December 21, 2012.  Unfortunately, the Mayans did not specify what the major event would be but doomsday believers hold tight to the notion that the world will end on this day.  

2012 Global Predictions

Scientists have various assumptions, theories, and philosophies as to what scientifically could happen.  Their theories include major earth changing events such as Galactic alignment, Pole shift, solar magnetic reversal, and Solar maximum.  They believe these events will result from threats such as Meteorite or Comet impact, Gamma ray burst, Extraterrestrials, or nuclear explosions. [4]

The Sun

Since the 1940s, and particularly since 2003, the sun has behaved more tumultuously than any time since the rapid global warming that accompanied the melting of the last Ice Age 11,000 years ago.  On July 31, 2006, a sunspot appeared on the sun, and some scientists believe this sunspot heralds the start of the next sunspot surge because the sun’s magnetic polarity was reversed from the polarity of the previous cycle.  Solar physicists concur that solar activity will next peak, at record setting levels, in 2012.
Storms on the sun are related to the storms on the Earth.  The great wave of 2005 hurricanes Katrina, Rita, and Wilma coincided with one of the stormiest weeks in the recorded history of the sun.  Large influxes of energy from the sun drive extreme weather patterns.  This influx of energy not only makes an incredible display of the Northern Lights, it also creates the La Niña and El Niño jet stream patterns.  The result is super hurricanes like Katrina.
Today the influx of magnetic radiation would have enormous impact on our technology.  Electromagnetic interruption of satellites could knock them out of commission for days.[5]  This can affect a lot more than GPS systems, cell phones, and the Internet.  Magnetic radiation could potentially jeopardize nuclear warhead devices, national warning systems, airplanes, jets, and all different aspects of life.  The technological age we live in has its Achilles heel in the electromagnetic flux.

The Magnetic Pole

The Earth’s magnetic field, our primary defense against harmful solar radiation, has begun to dwindle, with California-sized cracks opening up randomly.  A pole shift, in which protection falls nearly to zero as North and South magnetic poles reverses position, may well be under way.

Super Volcano

The Yellowstone super volcano, which erupts catastrophically every 600,000 to 700,000 years, is prepared to erupt.  The most recent eruption of comparable magnitude, at Lake Toba, Indonesia, 74,000 years ago, led to the death of more than 90 percent of the world’s population at the time.

The Photon Belt

Russian geophysicists believe that the Solar System has entered an interstellar energy cloud.  This cloud is energizing and destabilizing the sun and all the planets’ atmosphere.  Their predictions for catastrophe resulting from the Earth’s encounter with this energy cloud range from 2010 to 2020.

Asteroids

Physicists at UC Berkeley, who discovered that the dinosaurs and 70 percent of all other species on Earth were extinguished by the impact of a comet or asteroid 65 million years ago, maintain with 99 percent certainty, that we are overdue for another such mega-catastrophe.

A Closer look at the Mayan Calendar Prediction

According to researchers the Mayans astronomical predictions were based on a collection of systematic calendars similar to the ones used by earlier Mesoamerican civilizations such as the Zapotec, Olmec, and Aztecs.  These calendars date as far back as 6th century BCE.  Among these systematic calendars were basically two main calendars.  One was Tzolk’in and the other was the Haabs. These two calendars cycle around each other like gears of different sizes, they overlapped each other and each was based on a five thousand year cycle.  As one was ending the other was already in progress.  Therefore, it is not that the Mayans were predicting the end of the world.  Based on their calculations of a five thousand year cycle they predicted that one event calendar was ending on December 21, 2012 and another one beginning on December 22, 2012.  In other words, they were simply predicting the end of the five thousand year solar or planetary calendar.  Although their scientists and astronomers did look for and anticipated natural disasters, they did not view them as world ending events.  Modern day research suggests that the December 21, 2012 date is related to a not-so-well known phenomenon called the precession of the Equinoxes -or- a five thousand year planetary cycle.
The numeric predictions of the Mayan calendar are based on the computation of the Mayan value of pi whose value is more reliable than any European pi.  This makes the Mayan calendar remarkably accurate. However, it does not predict the end of the world in 2012.  

The Origins of the 2012 Apocalyptic Predictions

Though the evidence of a possible catastrophic event is evident in scientific research and analysis, where did the 2012 production come about?
The man who first introduced the date December 21, 2012 into mass consciousness was Jose Arguelles in his book The Mayan Factor: Path Beyond Technology.  He is a university professor who became famous in the 1980s for establishing the Harmonic Convergence.  Arguelles claimed Harmonic Convergence would open the door to new energies of light that represented the end of the nine Mayan underworlds.  It was supposed to herald a global awakening of love and unity through divine transformation.  Arguelles believes that a solar flare will deliver a knockout punch to modern civilization in 2012.  Satellites, the power grid, and communications will all go down, creating an irrevocable event.  The positive aspect of this is that we'll be placed back in "natural time" and the biosphere can clean itself of effects from the industrial/mechanized system.
Arguelles believed the early Mayans did have extraterrestrial-type contacts from very advanced beings, "telepathic transmissions through different dimensions where the fractal properties of a particular form remain constant through the dimensions, so they get reconstructed in the dimension where they're being targeted," he explained.
Arguelles is an advocate for the 13 moon-28 day calendar, which was one of the systems the Mayans used.  Living in this natural cycle, as opposed to our irregular calendar, can bring about a harmonious shift in consciousness.   A person will become more spiritual, with new perceptions coming into their mind with the 28 day calendar.  After 2012, he sees humanity synchronizing with a cosmic civilization, and the beginning of a whole new evolutionary cycle.

Critique of Arguelles

As illustrated in the above section, even though the warning signs of a 2012 prediction are surrounded by scientific analysis and research, the basis of Arguelles’ prediction are clouded in New Age believes and speculations.  He has been a proponent in the Mayan calendar revival since the 1980s.  He started researching in the 1950s, formulating his own theories about Mayan timekeeping.  He believes that “time is the frequency of synchronization.”  He promoted the Harmonic Convergence in 1987 as an energy shift in the 25-year countdown to the end of the Long Calendar. [6]  He also created his own calendar, the Dreamspell calendar, meant to harmonize the users to natural cycles by using a 28-day, 13 month calendar.  Arguelles suggests that: “A calendar is the macro-organizing principle of a culture, even if people don’t realize it.  A new calendar would be like striking a new covenant.  All of the institution operating on the old timing frequency would be instantly delegitimized.”[7]
Arguelles’ work is unsupported by Mayan scholarship.  Arguelles is accused of co-opting ancient traditions and reframing them in modern New Age terminology.  In addition, Arguelles’ Dreamspell calendar doesn’t properly coordinate with the length of the year and month.

Christian Response

In my opinion, the assumptions of world ending events is another doomsday prediction on the level of Y2K born out of the human need for a cosmic change or a solution to human suffering on this planet, and revenge against those who impose such sufferings.
So what are the Christians responses to this doomsday prediction?  Christians can be classified as the group most likely to believe in such doomsday predictions based on their understandings and acceptance of end time events as described in the book of Revelation.  To claim apocalyptic eschatology as our view of the world in contexts that call for a prophetic perspective becomes an exercise in self-delusion, and an expression of our own self-importance and arrogance.  If there is anything that most people, especially in the Western world need to hear today, it is the prophetic message.   It is not the “word of prophecy” hyped by popular books and TV preachers who try to divine events that will unfold in the future to fulfill our insatiable human curiosity.  It is the core message of the Old Testament prophets, reiterated even more strongly by Jesus: live as God’s people in the world!  Feed the hungry.  Clothe the naked.  Visit the sick and those in prison.  Preach the Gospel to the poor.  Bind up the broken hearted.  Give cups of cold water in Jesus’ name.  Proclaim the Good News of reconciliation to God.  Love God with all your hearts and others as yourself.
To have the capability as empowered by God to change the world by being faithful to his call through the prophetic word that sees God at work in human history, and yet retreat to an apocalyptic mode of thinking that denies our and God’s ability to redeem even the darkest history is to squander a precious treasure.  I think God expects more of his people!
Upon the investigation done in this paper, I hope to help readers realize that the 2012 prediction is based on New Age ideas and ideologies.  As a Christian, we should heed to the warning from Jesus in Matt 24:10-11, 36: “At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other, and many false prophets will appear and deceive many people... But of that day and hour knows no man, neither angels of Heaven nor the Son, but my Father.”


[1] Lecture, History of Christianity II, Apr 15, 2009
[2] http://www.britannica.com/EBchecked/topic/370759/Maya
[3] Andrews & Andrews, 2012: An Ancient Look at a Critical Time, pp. 53, 54
[4] Joseph, Apocalypse 2012: A Scientific Investigation into Civilization’s End, pp. 16, 17
[5] Andrews & Andrews, p. 123
[6] Ibid., p. 166
[7] Pinchbeck, 2012 The Year of the Mayan Prophecy, p. 223

Sunday, January 1

2012 New Year Resolutions?

Happy New Year, everyone. Wishing everyone a blessed and fruitful 2012!

With the ushering in of the new year, there will always be talks of New Year Resolutions. Over the past few days, like many other people, I have given a lot of thought about New Year Resolutions, and rather or not to make one because of the fear of empty promises. First off, I am very proud of my wife, Jenny, for making and keeping her 2011 New Year Resolution - to give up carbonated soft drink. And for the year, except of the one time at the Good Food Festival when I gave her a sip of my root beer forgetting her resolution (my bad), she has not touched any soft drinks for a year and will continue to do so.

Rather your New Year Resolution is to eat less, to read the Bible more, to swear less, to excise more, and etc, the main motivation to a New Year Resolution is for self-improvement. Similar to Lent where nowadays we fast and give up on one of our worldly desires through self-denial. However, in the case of Lent, the other aspects of preparation of the believer for Holy Week – through prayer, repentance, offering – is often lost with the focus on self-denial.

There is nothing wrong with self-improvement. Our society even champions those who perseveres and dramatically improve themselves. Just turn on the TV and soon you will hear "I've lost 60 lbs and 3 months" or "imagine a new you in 90 days". The issue I have with society's message of self-improvement, and the reason why so many New Year Resolutions turn into empty promises, is that these self-improvement address what we "want". And what we "want" is often fuelled by consumerism.

When we want something, it is often to satisfy our desire. A tragic aspect of consumerism is that there is never enough. There is always the desire for more because each purchase only satisfies for short while. The Scriptures warns us about this in Haggai 1:5-6,
Now therefore, thus says the Lord of hosts, ‘Consider your ways! You have sown much, but harvest little; you eat, but there is not enough to be satisfied; you drink, but there is not enough to become drunk; you put on clothing, but no one is warm enough; and he who earns, earns wages to put into a purse with holes.
I can spent forever addressing the topic of consumerism, but in the context of New Year Resolutions, is your resolution addressing what you "want" or is it addressing what you really "need"? It is easy say "I want to lose 20 lbs through dieting", however, for self-improvement, is that what you really need? Maybe the core issue is not about losing the 20 lbs, but rather it is about living a more balance lifestyle - eating and sleeping at the proper time - and in doing so you will lose those 20 lbs.

In order to arrive at this conclusion, it requires self-reflection and self-examination. However in our busy lifestyle self-reflection and self-examination is becoming a lost art. For your New Year Resolutions, I encourage everyone to find time to slow down, find time to self-examine to see what areas in life you "need" to address.

So what's my New Year Resolution? First, here's my self-examination:

I am a follower of Christ, a husband, a pastor. Before I met Christ, I was lost, failing in school and felt unless. This had led to attempts of running away from home and suicidal thoughts. When I met Christ, and through his life redeeming blood on the cross, He offered me love and hope. I became an Electrical Engineer for 3 years until the high-tech crash in 2002. I then studied to become a Financial Advisor (this is how I met Jenny) and in just 2 years I was able to match my previous engineering income . But God had other plans for me, asking me give up my promising position at work, to go into debt to enter into seminary, so that I can take a 50% pay cut and serve as a pastor. To the world this made no sense at all but God has never ceased to provide for everything Jenny and I had ever needed. This reflection help remind me that I am living under the amazing grace of my Lord and why I am a pastor.

As I reflected on in my previous post, 2011 has been a challenging year. One feedback (from the congregation and from my senior pastor) I have received over the past two years is that I need to be more vulnerable as a pastor. I have given a lot of prayer and thought about this. What does it mean to be vulnerable? How to be vulnerable? In my formative years, I had been known to be very transparent. Speaking with Jenny she agrees that it is because of this transparency we were able to maintain the long-distance relationship while we were dating. Now that we have been married for 3 and a half years, I have realized I best express my vulnerability through writing. It was through this blog and Jenny's blog how we got to know each other better. And because of my limited verbal skills I find it difficult to express my deepest thoughts in speech. Also through writing (even though my writing skills are horrible, too) I am able to organize my thoughts and feelings better. Somehow ever since I got engaged to Jenny, because of busyness, I did not write as much. Therefore, in my pursue to be more vulnerable, so that I can become a better follower of Christ, a better husband, and a better pastor, I shall spend more time in reflection and in writing. And this is my New Year Resolution.

Friday, December 30

Lessons from 2011: The Art of Being Attentive to Our Souls

With the coming of the New Year, we cannot help but to reflect on the year that was. Through this process, we try to gain the big picture of what God is doing in our lives. Last week, I had a conversation with Jenny as we listened to the radio as the news program recounts the major news events of 2011. We commented how refreshing it is to go through a year in review, however when it comes to reviewing our lives over the past year it is a hard and difficult process.  We are used to having everything digested for us, but when it comes to reflecting on our own lives it is an unnatural and difficult process.

It is also the reason why I found it difficult to put my thoughts and feelings into words over on this blog over the past few months. On one hand I was caught up with the busyness of family and ministry I did not carve time to write. On the other hand I was actually afraid of what I'll end up writing.

In summary, 2011 was a tough year.  Tough not in the sense of what most can see on the surface, but due to many little events and experiences just hidden from sight.

Family-wise, Jenny and I have many blessings to count. Jenny puts it best when she said "this being the 3rd year of our marriage, it is just the beginning of our honeymoon." We can see God's blessings terms of our relationship in my parents, with the providence of the Lord, and with the moving of the Spirit in guiding our lives. However, there are other things they we are enduring together over the pass few months (things that I will not share at this time) that is stretching our faith in the Lord in His timing and His plan. And come to think about it now, this is wearing me down emotionally over the past few months.

Ministry-wise, heading into my 3rd year of full-time ministry have its challenges. Many pastors will say that your 3rd year of your ministry at a particular post is the beginning of your ministry. I could not agree more.  This year I got to see God moving and raising up leaders from within the ministry. Yes, there are other areas where we are still seeking God for direction and breakthrough, but the greatest challenge came from learning to live life as a minister and the baggage that accumulates over time.

Personal-wise, praise God for helping me rediscover the joy in reading the Bible. For the first time since seminary, the Bible does not feel like a textbook but rather a fun read. However this year was also an emotional roller-coaster, though not for any obvious reason. My first bout with the blues was back in March, and it seems like it will come back every other month in increasing frequency. What I'm learning this year is to identify these issues with my soul and address them.

It is amazing how the Lord chooses these jars of clay (broken jars) to carry out His work. Here we are frail creatures of dust, mere mortals, given life by the Holy Spirit, and called to be overseers of the church which Christ purchased with his own blood. The pressure of this calling is tremendous, but yet it is a humbling call. I had stated in the beginning of the year that I am "a Follower of God, a Husband, and a Pastor. (In that order)". However this year had taught me that if I try to do these three things by my own efforts I am doomed to fail. Under my own strength, if I try to love God, love my wife, and love the church, there will be conflict of interests, and that stress eventually worn me down. It is only by God's love, seeing the world through God's eye, is how I can love God, love my wife and love the church all at the same time.

According to Hamlet and Yoda,
"To be or not to be... there is no try."

There's no trying in love. You are either being God's love, or NOT being God's love.

Another key lesson is to be attentive to my soul. "What is God doing in my life through the good and tough times?" And when I'm in a rout, being attentive to the help and support God has placed around me. I am going to saying out loud of the first time. I am going through depression. No clinical depression per say, but pastoral depression. Maybe because of my happy-go-lucky personality, I had tried to sweep quickly address its symptoms back in March, but it is much more deeply rooted. I am beginning to see that this is a common issue for pastors, and I do pray that we will find the courage to not to deal with this alone in the dark. Personally I am making plans to seek professional help at the end of this Christmas break.

When we planted our church, building on Rev Lau's Connecting Spirituality, we wanted to raise a spirituality that connects with the deepest core in our lives. And when we dig deep into our lives and come face to face with these skeletons in the closest, through the leading of the Holy Spirit the church will provide an environment where we can begin our recovery process.  So I guess this is my first step...

My name is Joel Tang. I am living face to face with pastoral depression. However, my life has been purchased by the blood of Jesus and being made renewed by the Holy Spirit...

Thursday, September 22

Panama English Camp 2011 Reflection

Panama English Camp 2011 STM
Date: Sept 9 - 18, 2011
Members: Ontario Team (Jacqueline, Joel L, Pascal & myself), Houston Team (Wilson, Cindy, Clarissa, Jessica, Jeff, Joe, & Paul)

EC 2011 STM
What I told my team before heading down to Panama was this: "We are going to stay at a resort to teach English to the youths in Panama mainly by speaking English to them." And that is exactly what we did, but boy it turned out to be one of the longest weeks in our lives. I remembered midway through the camp, Pascal came up to me and said "building a house in Mexico will be so much easier than this." Later when I asked the team if they would come back and do it all over again, I got a resounding "YES".

How would I sum up the trip?
The one word I would use to describe my experience is that I have "aged". I have aged not because of the intensity of the camp. Yes, the camp was a challenge for many of us: for Jacqueline and I, it was the first time we had to come up with a lesson plan to teach English. For Joel Lau, though he has experience with writing scripts and working with youths, this is his fist mission trip. And for Pascal, not only this is his first mission trip, he has never worked with youths before. All in all, we are all out of our comfort zone. Along with the long camp schedule, 7:00am - 1:00am, it took a toll on our bodies. So in the physical sense, yes, we have "aged".
EC2011 - Dare 2 Be
For me, I felt that I have aged spiritually. Not only because It was my first time leading a STM team, being challenged to come up with a fellowship program on the fly, or even preaching in both English and Chinese in one morning. God opened my eyes at one point during the camp, showing me how much He loved the next-generation.
Before arriving at camp, Pastor Nick has informed us that there was a kidnapping. The youth that was kidnapped was suppose to attending the camp. However, he insisted that the 2 cousins of kidnapped victim continue to come to camp as planned, for it is better for them to be at camp rather than staying at home. So we know of the two youths but we did not know the identity of the youths.
On Friday during breakfast, Jessica informed me that the police found the body of the kidnapped youth. I did not know how to react to the news, so I went to the admin table (a quiet place with all the kids in the breakfast hall) to collect myself and prepare for the rest of the day. All of a sudden a youth came up to me, said "Thank you, pastor", and gave me a hug. My first thought was, what great kids. Then it hit me, he came to me to say goodbye before going with his family because of the news. I ran up to him and told him to "be strong and courageous" (from our memory verses) and said I'll continue to pray for him.
News article of the kidnapping
I sat back down, looked up at the camp scoreboards which meant absolutely nothing at this point, and wept.
I "aged" because I was standing at the crossroad of innocence and evilness -- the innocence of the youth meets the evilness of the world. I ran to Wilson, because he is about to lead worship and give the message that morning, to check to see if he's okay. He said, "I'm holding it together for the kids." For the kids. This is why we are in Panama - for the kids - to help raise a generation of youth in Panama for the glory of God.
Over the next few day, while the rest of the team can relax after the conclusion of the camp, in stillness I was trying to tune into the moving of the Holy Spirit of God. At the Daniel fellowship, God lead me to address why these things happened through the Bible Study of the "Men who was born blind". Also for the Sunday message I was led to speak on how God gives us peace when we pursue to see Him.
We are still witnessing the effects of the news of the pass week. But God has rally the Chinese community and the church community in Panama together. He is doing something. And I wait with great expectation to see what God is doing in Panama.
Memorial March for the victims
The STM did not end when we came back to Canada. Back in Canada, I spoke to several of the youth who committed to serve the Lord in full time ministry that I'll keep them accountable to their committments. May God raise up a generation of youth in Panama to serve the local ministry.

Wednesday, July 13

Wedding: Bekka + Toby

On Saturday, Brian and I had the privilege to shoot Rebekka and Toby's wedding at the beautiful Hebron Christian Reformed Church in Whitby. I love the beautiful organ at the front of the church.  Here is a preview of some of the photos from that day:
 The day began at the "Pre-Wedding House of Mayhem".  Bekka, the bridesmaids and family were a joy to work with.  Brian was hanging out with Toby and the groomsmen as they enjoy the beautiful Saturday morning.
One of my favorite moment of the day was when the ring-bearers decided to have a pillow fight as they walked down the aisle.
 The moment everyone was waiting for - especially Toby (just look at his reaction).



 It was a beautiful wedding for the lovely couple.  Wishing them a life time of love, happiness and blessings from the Lord!

Tuesday, June 14

A Spectacular Ride - Thank You!!!

Thank you so much for all you love, support, prayers, encouragements and generous donations toward the Ride to Conquer over the past weekend. Total of 4610 raised a Canadian record of $17.5 million for Princess Margaret for cancer research. This would not have been possible without you.

Over the weekend we were blessed with beautiful riding weather. Praise the Lord for holding the rain back. Jenny and I even got a sunburn during the ride. The ride came with its share of challenges - the rolling hills and the climb up to Niagara Escapement on Sideroad 1 in Burlington just before lunch on Day 1 proved to be taxing. However, praise God for strength and a second wind up the more grueling 4km climb up Hamilton Mountain. Jenny also found strength up the climbs, however it was her hay fever on Day 2 that made her ride difficult. I am proud of Jenny for fighting through her constant runny nose and clogged sinuses. All in all, what we endured is nothing compared to the families who had to face cancer. Thanks again for all your support as you were the wind behind our backs as we rode.

Attached is a video highlight of the ride this year. I look forward to partner with you all again next year, I even encourage you to consider sharing the road together on the Ride next year.


http://www.conquercancer.ca/goto/joel


Blessings,
Joel

Friday, March 25

Zero Self Confidence

Been feeling frazzled over the past two days. So frazzled that I don't know why tears keep flowing. So frazzled that i didn't feel well enough to drive. That why getting the speeding ticket this morning feels like getting kick while lying on the ground. Lost in thought while driving made me lose track of my speed.  I'm not upset from the ticket, I deserved it and I should have been more careful. What bothers me it that while all these things are happening, while I'm seeking a time of healing, all I can think of is "How can this be a sermon illustration?"

I am angry at myself for thinking this way. I am having an internal conflict where a voice (mainly from feedback and comments) tells me that "Joel, you need to show more vulnerability in your sermon" while I am screaming inside "I need a time of healing". But what if there's no time to heal? I need to pick myself up and "work" tonight for fellowship.

Thank you for everyone who had pray for me in my time of need. I can finally narrow down the reason for feeling frazzle is because I am low in self confidence. So low in confidence that all I can think of is how I can do my job better. I know in pastoral leadership we are not seeking earthly praise, and criticisms and grumblings comes with the job (see Moses' leadership of the Israelite out of Egypt). But if you are reading this and I am not your pastor, simply say a word of thanks to your pastor, it can lift him/her up in encouragement.

I the midst of zero self confidence, thank you Lord for your steadfast love. While I was looking for words of encouragements in Psalms 78 (that God CHOSE us because he made us competent do His task [v70-72]), my memory failed me and I turned to Psalms 57 instead.  I love it when God drop nuggets of Bible gold out of nowhere.
2 I cry out to God Most High,
to God, who vindicates me.
3 He sends from heaven and saves me,
rebuking those who hotly pursue me—
God sends forth his love and his faithfulness.

4 I am in the midst of lions;
I am forced to dwell among ravenous beasts—
men whose teeth are spears and arrows,
whose tongues are sharp swords.

5 Be exalted, O God, above the heavens;
let your glory be over all the earth.

6 They spread a net for my feet—
I was bowed down in distress.
They dug a pit in my path—
but they have fallen into it themselves.

7 My heart, O God, is steadfast,
my heart is steadfast;
I will sing and make music.
8 Awake, my soul!
Awake, harp and lyre!
I will awaken the dawn.
~Psalms 57:2-8
 Time to wake up, Joel. The Lord is mighty in battle you can find refuge in Him. Wake up, and sing!